just a couple month more

my beloved school, pals....... :'(
time goes by, felt like i'll leave for all of this happiness, togetherness.. hastily, as soon as i graduate.

the national exam's getting closer and let's countdown by today, it's about 25 days more. 25 days! less than a month.
i think i'm not ready. not ready enough.
neither for the exam nor the separation, yeah, separate with my friends.

remembering about our intimate at the last trip we took about a month ago... makes me wanna cry indeed, touched me so deep. i miss that time, when we spent the most time with friends. so blissful.

and now, when we had closer related, many problems come up... we have to face it, grapple it. no matter what.

and now, i'm here, typing in front of my comp while listening to Smile Maker-NEWS and also Ai Nante (i'm about to cry everytime i listen to Ai Nante, anyway)

huff~ no passion to study, even just for surfing on the net.
better if i disconnect it now, and go to sleep zz

bye-bye.